I feel like I'm going to cry - RLIFE

Crying is not an emotion
Neither pains.

I  consider it as a waste of emotions.

It does beautifully. It is.
Transparent and soft, as hell.

Emotion is... hmm, so complicated to describe
idk
the pains usually located in my heart
it bites my heart and wants to take something from me
And something swallow inside me, something swallow my feeling.
I feel hollow but painful at the same time.
It's just so uncomfortable ... really uncomfortable ...

It's

unendurable

.
Better cry, better let it out.

Better cry, better let it out.

but are going to, does not mean it can be going to

it just stuck